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Welcome!

Welcome!

Due to the fact that I’m sort of a self proclaimed jack of all trades, you could be here for any number of reasons. Whatever it is, I’m glad you’re here!

Happiness Isn’t Natural?

Happiness Isn’t Natural?

I know, some people seem naturally happy, but why are they and maybe we aren’t? Also, just out of curiosity, how is happiness defined?

Oregon…  I don’t understand your logic.

Oregon… I don’t understand your logic.

Okay, I know this is going to probably get some hate. Recently I have had a few conversations about Oregon’s Initiative Petition 28 (IP28). This is called the PEACE Act, People for the Elimination of Animal Cruelty Exemptions.

✨The fundamental goal of the PEACE Act is to treat all animals—including livestock, wildlife, and laboratory animals—the same as companion pets under Oregon’s animal cruelty laws. It attempts to do this by removing current legal exemptions that allow for the intentional injury or killing of animals in specific contexts.✨- Google Gemini

I’m sure you’re going to read this on my site and think, what a hypocrite. Darci, you’re a vegetarian who preached all the PETA stuff, and was even a hardcore vegan for a hot minute… If you know me, you’d know that I used to raise my own cattle for beef, I absolutely hate the commercial farming industry. My boyfriend is an avid hunter, and does everything he can to do so humanely. I’ve fostered dogs for the animal shelter. I’ve taken in a pet turtle that someone found wandering the streets, btw it was an African mud turtle, so I know it wasn’t a local resident. Heck, I’ve even stopped to pick up turtles on the highway, to get them across the street safely. Even when I was in Costa Rica and the tide was going out, I picked up as many beached fish as I could to throw back into the ocean. I want you to know that I’m on the side of getting rid of cruelty to animals. If you saw my last blog post that talks about octopus, you know that I know animals are more intelligent than we give them credit for and don’t deserve to suffer.

👆Just a peek into some of my past social sharings… 🫣

I’ll be honest, I mostly try to stay away from politics, but this one peaked my interest for obvious reasons. I love animals. I hopped on Google Gemini and asked about it because that seemed more productive to me than to filter thru all of the feelers sharing their thoughts. Mind blown over here to say the least… Below I’ve kinda outlined my understanding of what I found.

Proposed Changes

Obviously I am against animal cruelty, and a lot of the things I can say seem like great ways to end that, but I am also able to see more sides than mine.

  • Slaughter and Food Production – Good bye beef production. Good bye milk.
  • Hunting, Fishing, and Trapping – No trapping of those pesky raccoons or opossums. Forget fishing in our beautiful rivers.
  • Breeding Practices – No fancy bull dogs, because they can’t procreate themselves.
  • Research and Education – I can’t say that I object to this, that means no more testing on animals.
  • Pest Control – No killing of mice or rats. Restaurants always have pests… whatcha gonna do?

What Is Legal Then?

I see lots of wiggle room with these two legalities.

  1. Self-Defense: If an animal is threatening you, you can kill it.
  2. Veterinary Care: If the medical care is in the best interest of the animal…

Who decides what is right?

This is one of the things that irks me the most. As a society we are so up in arms with each other that we can’t see how our choices might affect others. I can’t say that I want to see animals tested on, and I also can’t say that I really see a purpose for breeding animals who can’t breed themselves. BUT…

Did you know that neutering and spaying is considered a breeding practice? Who decides that neutering by a licensed veterinarian isn’t cruel?

Did you know that Oregon’s livestock industry is a multi-billion dollar industry? Not just for our consumption but exporting it too. If we make it hard on them, where are they gonna go? They’ll leave the state, and then we will be paying higher dollar amounts for all of the meat, eggs, dairy, and fish to be imported to our grocery stores. Not only would it affect the animal farmers, it would hurt all of the industries around that. Where would all of Eastern Oregon’s hay go? Even if they transition away from livestock farming, who pays for that? The government? Isn’t the state already struggling financially? Does that mean our taxes will go up? Also, how long is a handout going to last? Sure the big commercial farms can likely take a hit, but what about our neighbors who ethically raise their animals, and humanely slaughter them? Or even the families who raise animals to feed their families? I doubt food stamps will cover that cost for them.

Did you know that hunters, and anglers, actually play a huge role in conservation? The conservation efforts that go into tracking animal wellbeing in the wild are funded by the fees hunters pay. The permits are also very well managed so that animal populations aren’t over grazing areas and affecting other animals in the wild. They even reduce the numbers of permits given to help keep the populations up if areas start showing low numbers, even track diseases that spread thru different herds. Something I actually found to be kind of interesting is the grizzly population increase where I live. Did you know that it’s illegal to kill a grizzly unless it’s proven that you were in imminent danger? The population of bears around Yellowstone have become so large that they are now starting to affect elk numbers. Wild horses in certain areas are starting to become so huge in numbers that they are damaging the lands and affecting ecosystems. I’m not saying we should just go willy nilly and put all these animals down, but who decides what is right?

As my little dog ages, I can’t help but wonder what would happen if I was living back home again. Thankfully she is a healthy old lady, but what if she wasn’t? Would this new law specify that I’d have to wait until her life is unbearable to go on? Would I have to watch her suffer? I have a feeling if this law passes, the popularity of Oregon might go down.

So, Oregon? What do we do? The world is watching…

Non-Conformist ~ An Art Piece Dedicated to Me and You

Non-Conformist ~ An Art Piece Dedicated to Me and You

Just a little insight to my creative experience making this painting. I hope you enjoy a little more of my vulnerability.

FOMO

FOMO

Okay, hear me out. I know it’s easy to get wrapped up in what everyone else is doing, and wishing we were there, or wishing we weren’t where we are. But why?

Finding Stillness

Finding Stillness

Our worlds seem to always be busy. Always going or distracted by our devices, constantly stimulated by really uninspiring stuff. I know for myself, personally, it’s very anxiety inducing.

There are really only two positives to social media for me. One is that I can see what my people are up to, which is really just a lazy way to “have a relationship” with them. Two is that I can see all different styles of art to help expand my creativity, which is the easy way to not go to art museums, or even learn from artists locally. Connecting and disconnecting have been hugely on my mind this last week. I have been out of the country and unless I’m at our place, or connected to wifi, my phone has only been my camera or a source of music. Do you remember the world when we left our homes and no one could reach us until we got back? The time of snail mail? Hand written letters? I realized this Christmas that kids don’t even write notes to each other in school anymore. I wrote a note to my son’s girlfriend and folded it all fun like I did when I wrote notes to my friends in school, she had no idea how to refold it. As a creative person that blows my mind. Is our world going to be only creating thru AI? If we aren’t teaching our children to do things on their own, use their hands, problem solve, what is that going to do to their brains down the road? Science has shown that learning new things is good for keeping our brains working. I’m terrified of dementia, and know that numbing my mental space is not productive for preventing that.

The Covid Era

I mean, what a crazy time right? Obviously that time period had lasting impacts on our kids, and how the world now operates. It is sad that a virus separated our community connections to a point I’m unsure it can be repaired. We are so disconnected from our neighbors, our families, really just humanity in general. Kinda makes me wonder, what the disconnecting factor was that allowed WWII to happen… Okay back to the positive.

One bright thing that came from all of that for me, it helped me to slow down a little bit. Finding joy in the quiet, not feeling like I needed to be in a hurry everywhere, aside from my job because we were so understaffed, helped me find some peace. I’ve said it before, everything I’ve experienced has brought me to here. I love hiking and before covid, I was very focused on finishing the grueling hike. How fast could I get my mile time to? Could I get out and back before dark? I missed so many of the little things. Now? I see the little snails, the micro mushrooms, the pretty swirls in ferns as they grow. Sure the exercise was great, and it still is, just differently. Slowing down on my hikes has not only helped me feel more connected to nature, but also more grounded and calm.

Finding the quiet

Snorkeling this last month has shown me that the still allows me to see more. If I am swimming thru looking at the rocky spots, sure, I’ll cover distance, but stopping, breathing, and waiting allows the fish to see I’m not a predator. They start venturing from their hiding spaces and getting back to fishy business. The still is when I get to see the most wonders of the sea.

I’ve been at the beach almost every morning here. It’s a 20 minute walk, holding hands, chatting, hearing the birds. Then it’s usually another hour on the beach, watching the waves, dancing with my poi, watching my love surf, and sitting with my thoughts. Then another 20 minutes back home. A day at home may not realistically allow such a large window to start the day, but it has been good for my soul to connect with my human, and to connect with myself. Even on our walks, taking it slow, and seeing the different kinds of flowers, and sea shells, rocks, little crabs. I’d miss those things if I tried to hurry there.

Investing in yourself is also a great way of slowing down. Read, learn something new, meditate, dance alone, journal, be creative. I’ve been focused on enjoying my surroundings here in Costa Rica, but intend to continue that push when I get home. Focusing on journaling in the mornings has been good for me, and pulling an affirmation card has been a great spark of internal reflection but also starting my day out with a positive mindset.

Challenge?

I’d like to encourage you to slow down and find the quiet again, with no distractions. Find time by yourself. Find time with your kids. Find time to connect to the person next to you in line. Find time to reflect and see what truly brings you joy.

Where is your favorite quiet place? Or something that has brought stillness and peace into your life?

Everywhere the light touches is our home.

Everywhere the light touches is our home.

Yesterday was brutal, and I almost missed snorkeling because I was chasing comfort. I chose to go anyway, and I was rewarded with sights I would have never seen from my phone screen. Why do we let a little discomfort dictate our lives? It’s time to break free.

The Twelfth Month .2025.

The Twelfth Month .2025.

The last month of this year was pretty great. I can’t help but wonder if anyone else is feeling like 2026 is going to be the best year yet???

November .2025.

November .2025.

The Month of Thanks

This is always a month of gratitude practice in the world. I think that’s pretty great. How perfect is it to encourage focusing on the good things in our lives, especially in the season that usually sparks depression in the world. I have to say that reading through my journal this month made my heart smile. I spent a lot of time focusing on things that bring me joy.

Number one this month has been creative expression. Number two has probably been learning new techniques and growing my ability to work on more advanced projects. Number three, has definitely been my biggest supporter cheering me on through every step of my creative projects, and even helping me when my sewing machine was being problematic.

I’m only going to include one of my journal entries because I think they are important for understanding the closure and self acceptance I found this month.

Editing these photos sang to my creative soul. I truly hope to see them on someone’s walls someday. There’s so much beauty in transforming, even the transformation of death. Death of a bad habit. Death of a relationship. Death of self doubt.

If you try, you might fail, but if you don’t try, you’ll never succeed. -Thomas A. Knight

Intention: More Creative Time 🤍

If you checked out last month’s post, you probably saw that I decided to start a monthly intention. So far it’s totally paying off.

  • 1st- Finished sewing in moon box
  • 2nd- Filled hinge holes I can reset the hinges
  • 3rd- Filled gap under hinges and edited photos from deer hunting
  • 4th- Finished Rick’s painting
  • 6th- Finished my moon box
  • 7th- Organized my bathroom with cute bear cubbies. I love cute stuff
  • 10th- Brainstormed Troy’s jacket
  • 11th- Picked out some fabric and landed on a design
  • 12th- deconstructed and laid out jacket design, actually really stoked
  • 15th- Started sketching the design on Paige’s gift
  • 16th- Finished drawing the flowers on it
  • 17th- Worked on baby Harley’s blanket
  • 18th- Paint night with my lovey
  • 20th- Cut out snowflakes and took drink photos for work
  • 21st- Helped decorate work
  • 23rd- Started cutting template for jacket, feels good to see it laid out
  • 26th- Painted windows at work
  • 29th- Recut baby blanket fabric
  • 30th- Finished her blanket and made some bracelets

I’m hoping to share some of these creative endeavors with you, but some of them won’t be given to the recipients when I finish this up, so I’ll be posting my finished up projects videos on my instagram. So excited to be gifting pieces of my soul to my people.

November 23rd

This almost year long journey has been a ride. I’ve started reading “Good Vibes, Good Life,” by Vex King. It has opened my mind with just the introduction… Everything in my life, whether it’s good or bad, has brought me here. I’ve been able to find self-love, and realize that it’s okay to love my shadow and want to be better. I don’t hate my past life, but I sure as fuck don’t want to repeat it.

Finishing things has always been hard for me. Especially when it comes to a creative thing. Perfection is hard. Finishing Rick’s Painting felt soooo good. Wanting to do more creative things, also finishing my moon box, was important for keeping that positive momentum.

I realized that finishing Troy’s jacket is rather healing. Hard because I have been reflecting on life a lot, but feels good to see the shift in my mindset. Feels good to know the divorce is moving forward, even if I still have sad feels about the failure and hurt that came from it. Finishing his coat feels like a positive note to end our marriage on. Feels almost like a skeleton leaving the closet and I am happy to be rid of it. Also feels like I am keeping my word. I said I’d finish it, and I will.

Having a partner who loves me where I’m at and also wants what’s best for me feels amazing. Tonight we talked about our regrets. Mostly parenting stuff and our selfish moments connected to all of that. It feels good to share those things so openly with someone without judgement, and to know that he feels safe enough to share his vulnerabilities with me too. It really is a beautiful thing to want a future with someone who wants the same things in life. Someone who is patient with me, and also pushes me to push past my bullshit. I may not be psychic but I can’t see my future without him in it. It’s the trips to the gym, cooking dinner together, the Sunday drives out into nature, the laughter and the love I’ve always hoped for in a partner.

Maybe it’s my self acceptance that finally allowed the person I wanted to show up.

If I’d have met him any sooner than I did, I know I wouldn’t have been ready for him.

Love is a mysterious, amazing thing. <3

Must Read Book

Good Vibes, Good Life: How self-love is the key to unlocking your greatness. By Vex King

I barely made it thru the introduction of this book and felt inspiration to look for greater than the past. I love that this book has small digestible chapters. It’s really only a few pages to get to a meaningful message. My place of reading has mostly been on the elliptical and I typically spend 15 minutes there. Part of that time is spent editing photos, but it is started with reading. The reading really helps me to think about the things that don’t matter when I’m aiming for creativity. We spend too much time worrying about what others think of us, and we end up neglecting what truly brings us peace and happiness.

October 2025

October 2025

October has always been a month that seems to fly by because it’s been a month full of things that bring me joy. My son was born October 5th, and of course Halloween. This year, the 13th, which should have been my anniversary, was a 

The Hunter’s Month – September 2025

The Hunter’s Month – September 2025

Two months in Wyoming, and here comes the real test… Rick is headed to elk camp, for the month. Holy fuck nugget! Thank goodness for Starlink. 😅 I decided to put my gratitude with every post because I had a lot of hard feeling this